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I hope it does. Thank you for that xx

I just don’t want tomorrow to come.

I have such a bad feeling about it that I can’t even begin to explain what I’m feeling. My gut is telling me something and I just want tomorrow not to even come. I know it will come, it’s my birthday…it comes every year, I just don’t want it to come tomorrow. I wish I had a different outlook on it, I really do…but I’m going to be at home in my pyjamas all day, alone. What kind of birthday is that? It’s hard to explain it to anyone, because no-one understands what it’s like, this feeling inside..it’s just so crap. It would be ok if I was actually doing something, but I’m not even up for that. I know this just sounds so depressing but I got to let it out right. I told my mum I don’t want to cut cake, I’m not up for it at all. I hate myself for this, I really do. But I can’t help what I’m feeling. Argh for crying out loud man. Should just go sit in a hole¬_¬

Can’t wait to spend the day with him tomorrow. Looking forward to our endless conversations and seeing him smile. One of the few people in my life that actually understands me. Love him with every inch of me. (Taken with instagram)

— Maroon 5 (via itstime2choose)